Healing

I almost didn't blog tonight because I didn't want to write another depressing blog. I finally decided that since this for me anyway, it didn't really matter if it is depressing! I got through another day at work. I even managed not to cry while doing it. That's progress. I find myself thinking about him a lot. Wondering what I could have done differently. In hindsight, I think that I would have spared him all the force feedings and IVs and just let him die quietly. I hate knowing that I put him through so much for nothing. I'm looking forward to having the weekend off. I even have plans! I'm going to play Lego Batman on Saturday, and I'm going to Broadway Palms on Sunday for a matinee. My friend, Jessica, has free tickets. I also need to get my homework done, AND I'm taking Brandon to Olive Garden for linner on Saturday. The busier I stay, the less time I have to brood. Well, since I took a couple of sleeping pills over two hours ago, I should probably get some sleep. Good night everyone. Sleep well.