I didn't blog last night. I was tired. Not just my body, but my soul as well. I haven't had a good nights sleep in for as long as I remember. I'm in constant pain, I'm always stressed, and now I have worries about Smudge. I set my alarm for 8am, but woke up before 7:30. I needed to call the vets and get some help getting Smudge to eat. He's not eating on his own at all, he barely drinks and doesn't move around much. I have to mix a high calorie wet food with water and put it in a suringe. Then I have to force feed him the mixture. I also have to force a high calorie paste into him. Both of these I do three times a day. If that isn't enough, I still have to give him the IV every night. On top of all that, work has been crazy, with me having to be on desk 4 hours each day, I have Statistics homework and projects due, AND I have a son who calls me just to yell at me then hang up! When I called the office at CVI, I did it out of concern. Not to fuck with my son's life! I am not there and I worry about him. I guess that makes me a terrible person! Im not perfect, but I try to be a good person and do the right things. I'm an awful mom, an ungrateful girlfriend, and a bitter employee. Now that all my shortcomings are known, I think I'll take care of the cat and go to bed. At least when I'm asleep, I can't screw anything up. Rest well, friends.
Just a note. Smudge died during the night. He was the only male cat I've ever had and was very sweet. He will be missed, but he's not in pain any more.
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Ugh mom, don't do this. I don't hate you, I was just mad that I told you not to and you did anyway. And the only reason I hung up right away was because the guy working on the stuff had left only for a short bit, then came right back. I didn't want to be rude and talk while he fixed my stuff. I tried calling you as soon as he left but you refused to pick up.
In the case of being an ungrateful girlfriend...no, you are just dating the biggest ass hole mother fucking controlling bigot in the world. You don't deserve him.
As for the rest...I'm sorry :'(
I am sure Chris didn't mean to be an asshole(no offense Chris) but everybody has bad days some people even have weeks or like me have months of complete shittyness
"Sunny days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain, Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain, Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard It'll leave you physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred"
Things will get better
and I like your new Layout:)
(Yes I did just quote 50 Cent)
Oh ya, I forgot to mention that too. The layout is MUCH easier to read. And prettier :D
agreed a lot easier the last one had way too much purple and pink and the font was weird
Not to mention that it used dynamic sizes as opposed to static. I know they teach dynamic in school web design classes (I took a course in it at FGCU) but they knew design by about 5 year old rules. No reference to AJAX meant they failed.
Back to my point the dynamic sizing sucks for people with high resolution screens, like my laptop at just under 1080p resolution. It makes such long lines my eyes got tired of reading sideways. Its the reason there are so many columns in newspapers, because humans prefer reading down, not across. That's just my 2 cents...
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